script... for the "anti-ChRiS" ... series..

 SCENE> 1995 21/22 april night/early morn.. ////  a dark room of the intensive care centre,,, just bodies ,,not moving, on bed in a sort of dorm ...only the fsint outline of one particular body .. "the Anti-ChRiS" as he awakes... before shouting out "HEY! (as he has no idea where or why,,he is)   the voice is from his mind... and the Universe " replies from a golden aura vibrating through the room..

Narration…

C> eyes foggy, … takes a while to see where I am, bit dark, surreal atmosphere, like a mist & just a noise… Beep, beep.. beep…..

Back out….

A statement;

… “"this …"Anti-ChRiS" ..I am GOOD not a God,, a King with no castle , a socialist without politics, a father without children, husband without wife, Robin Hood/William Tell without arrows, Astronaut without spaceship, General without army, Skipper without ship, 

a  Captain without Team(?).. Strategist without clients, organizer without audience, singer without voice.. I am artist without paintbrush, prophet without holy book, gardener without land, engineer without tools, writer without ink, I am …ME ..with or without YOU!

  “

Flashforward..

C> why am I here…without home, income blocked & exiled…  who am i…>? ChRiS SMITH , nomad or “Agent Murphy”

As I presented a “fait a complet” to Sajom … ..scene, NOW

C> “SajoM , I don’t ask for your help because I am living in 2 world, I am a virtual tramp, and at the same time investigating a corrupt “Monty”  …with a petition pending at the EU, 20 plaints filed at the local court…

 

 

ACT 2 ,, SCENE 2  UV narrative ; “ we are on the TOP of a mountain..and  the song is playing in the back ground./// "

WheReVER I LaY My HAT !… with altered lyrics…   “IS NOT My HOMe?”

 

 (act 2 title   “ MONTY”s COLLeCtIVE saBOTAGE “ PT1)

 

UV>    ChRiS did you ask ??? “WHY am I HERE??


C> I used to  ask the fecking UNIVERSE ? (!  A.k.a Allah, God…)

UV> Or dO yOu MEAN >?  ...WHY MonTYLaNd ...A.k.a CRNA GORA?

C>” well, it seemed like AN “accident” !  >. FEB< 2O1O  packed my “belongings into my old dutch transit vAn>> planning to go to GHANA> THROUGH SOUTHERN EUROPE < MEDITRANEAN> through north aftrica TO >> a Belgian sponsored school there!

A FEW DAYS AFTER Leaving ZONDEREIGEN (“without me”) …  I diverted to BUCHAREST TO CATCH A FEW LIVERPOOL LADS at a match and decided to explore  THE BALKAN REGION, the only part of the European incontinent I did not know>!

So I emailed via eured? URSUN <which LATER BECAME RedGEMnet <AnONGONeT> …..
a Fan WORKING IN a Podgorica bookstore replied “why dont you VISIT US?”
“WHERE?”
“PODGORICA”
“WHERE?”
>>>>
I ONLY TOOK ALMOST @ DAYS TO CROSS COUNTRY>>>SOME of it flooded!
GOT LOST TWICE!  SHOCKED REMOTE Village POLICE STATION KNOCKING ON THEIR DOOR IN THE NIGHT, they gave me an escort until I was back on route!

Broke the brakes crossing bad mountain roads and came down from KOLASHIN USING gears & hand brake to reduce my ascending/descending speed!

Exhausted I arrived in PODGORICA (CAPITAL OF MONTY A.K.A: TIT O GRAD! )

 

Why?  Another fecking lesson, that’s why! “”

 

UV> do you accept why you are “SOLO”  but NOT “so low” ?

Title  act 3 …Versus “mums” ; An NIcK HER & Mar-GIT..

Still on top of the MNE mountain…flashbacks///

C> UNIVERSE <UV> or call this part  ..."WHY would I ever TRUST a FEE-male AGAIN??"

“I had 2 sons, although in many ways boys like Lucas, Luk-la , Boze & the Zabjelo cadet team i managed, and other young men & girls

who have visited me ("Hosted") have seemed more liek my children, probably because BOTH my "blood" sons were STOLEN by their mothers

Adam, born just after a year of marriage to the bitch who left ME, (I worked too hard & she was "bored"..I rarely heard my FATHER say bad words about ANY one, but he called her a "gold-digger")  divorced only 2 years after marrying at 19, I was wise in organization OF others, BUT NAIVE with women (still am? ...what’s the answer to women?  answer; "dont know because they always change the question...!" ) ...

Adam,  was a sensitive lad, but I had adopted his sister, Sarah, 6 months old, from a man who ran off from her & her mum ( wish I had met him!?_) ... i do NOT regret adopting Sarah, now having Adam, just would like their mother to disappear from MY memory! I Tended to over compensate with Sarah, she was a character, even at 2 or 3 years old, and that perhaps left Adam in the shade and I gave him less time than i might have...

His mother had a line of "BOYFRIENDS" after the "younger man" she left me for, one of them was a MONSTER, who violated  both kids, we didn’t discover until many years later, I am not saying either recovered fully from that, but Sarah was, is?

stronger.. Adam got into problems as a teen , drugs with older lads, something happened at a party, pills & whisky maybe, & he became schizophrenic // ...The hospital covered up his death, during "a rehab visit" and i suspect his mother of being complicit in that cover up...

So.. after my april '95 coma.. full of vim & vigour ..I was "Mr. Alternative energy" ... and soon after met Annika ..a sort of "hippy" .. 3 months in Prenzlauer Berg, (near the east/old wall district) Berlin.. did the trick..we agreed to move her, and the expected baby back to Freiburg, found a house.. but I was already into "activism" and she just wanted me to be "normal"... a tiff with the house owner & WE were seperated too.. but I was with her, holding her hand and coaching with the midwife, i was already "experienced" as Dad & uncle..

I cut the cord and took LEON, my son, from the midwife, into my arms.. I had been on the "sidelines" (waiting room) when Adam was born... we shared a house & I wanted Adam (this was 1996) to come to live with us too.. Annika wouldn’t accept that..she even divided  the house into "hers & his" sections.. and her so called (NOT) hippies didn’t like me either, at Leon's first birthday  they shut off my music ..it was her/their message.. ironic how different "modern hippies" are from those I "knew" as a kid...

who would ACCEPT anyone.. the modern "alternative" clans & clubs really are a bit like fascist elite! I am a socialist by CULTURE, not by politics...

That MOMENT, taking baby Leon from the womb, directly broke me up, it was so deep & emotional...I cried ..a lot...  but i sensed a "jealousy" in Annika.. I don’t want to repeat what I may already have detailed...suffice to say..  Annika told me "Leon is MY possession"... and she disappeared with him at 30 months & we have been in conflict ever since..  as far as I know, and from his rare emails, Leon has been "convinced" that I was the bad guy, has never wanted my "side of the story" and I saw the "PAS" when he was 6-9 years old..(Parent Alienation syndrome) he HAD to be loyal to ONE, the one that was there..day in, day out.. not difficult to understand as i was OUT side the relation from his age of 30 months!

My anger towards Annika, she (said that she) could not comprehend, it was NOT only that she didn’t appreciate my "activism" nor show me any "loyalty" now accept me as Leon's father, as equal, it was also that she had rejected Adam, who died ONLY 3 years later, as i MIGHT have saved him.. (as I might have saved my wife Jacqui) if he had been WITH me..!

a typical "contact" mail

ChRiS 211101 Leon Re: Cz 200408 Leon sending positives to you too

11/1/21, 4:23 AM

To:Leon Hartmann <leon-Hartmann1@web.de>

I never forget you, son!

On 4/8/20 9:30 AM,  wrote:

> Hello Leon,during these unusual times , I feel to reach out and send you positive vibes and hope you (& your old mother)

are strong & well!

 this being my take on it ; > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RnFdzGHzxJM

https://chrismithlog.blogspot.com/2020/03/rednet-booroom-update-opinion-feck-eng.html

Dad

IF you ever reply ;  to emal chris@ursun ....

I think the last time I had a message from him was PRE CORONA, so "Mrs HARD-mann" must be hoping I didnt survive?

 

 

 

as for Mar-GIT Streifeneder ...

she is WORSE even than A.H.  she PLANNED to steal the baby that became Noela. .. now approaching 22 years old!

* met me through a social gathering I helped organize at an english school in Freiburg, she is an english enthusiast!

* invited me to join her friends "Stamm-tisch" (regular pub group) - where her BF of 6 years was also!

* One night, after her BF left the "table" asked to go dancing with me & another girl, & after tried to kiss me.

* got me involved in her argument with her BF, who caught me walking her home (platonic).. I quit their scene!

* Next day, contacted ME, needed to meet, she was splitting with BF, had seen me with Leon.. told me "you are good".

* After some months invites me to move in with her, despite her neighbours, "start a family? you are good father, Chris"

* Mar-GIT pregnant, bi-polar, wants me there, wants to be alone, I said "whatever, I will support you & be at birth!"

* 2 months before expected arrival, she says "I want you, move in with me at "W-G" communal flat, 2 students not pleased.

* I cook, clean, & shop whilst she "prepares" (check there is nothing in her rental, that prevents baby or me being there!)

* 36 hours in private clinic, she is scared, birth is eventually induced, held her hand all the time..

* Next month; whilst she recovered, I cooked, clean, shop AND get Noela to sleep, teaching her to be clean, I am "expert" :)

* 2 Students complain to me, "no babies in community WG!" I say "wrong" live with it..and check out alternatives anyway!

* The NEXT month; Mar-GIT informs me, (despite signing agreements about financial matters etc), I must GET OUT, not needed!

* However, I had found & credited a house 50kns away almost on the Rhine, (french side) I WILL SHARE custody..

* 30 months of shared custody, eventually 4 days with me, 3 days with her, as she is a manager in environmentalism.

* One Friday, she calls ..."Noela had a little accident in swimming pool" please come here to take care of her!

* Over a "polite" dinner in her Freiburg flat, she informs me she is flying to London, saturday, I can guess why..!

* "but you can use my computer, to check mails etc" *I do daily..." and she left early to Frankfurt airport..

* I actually installed some of her software, but the mail prog was new, when I logged in there was an open mail!

* I KNOW, i could, maybe should, have closed it, but ..it was to a "new BF" discussing living with him & Noela IN SPAIN!

* No one can imagine my HORROR, as she writes about "testing S & M" with him, images of my violated kids come to mind!

* I packed Noelas things on the back of one of her bicycles & ride to my/OUR house, in the Alsace village of Geiswaser.

* I contact the local gendarme, "what’s your opinion?" he said "you are both strangers" the courts here see you EQUAL!

* on monday/tuesday next Mar-GIT called me, "where is Noela" .."here of course..u need to explain, face to face" i SAID!

* Noela's mum came & lied, & lied & lied, so I picked up her handbag & through It in street, U can only VISIT Noela!

* Then I was worried how Noela would react, although we always had good fun in my garden & biking through the forest.

* Noela was "ok" despite aggresive mails from her mum, to me, I let her call her, Noela only asked once for “mummy” in 10 days!

* I told her mum, that she can come any time, with a day’s warning, and stay as long as she wants, until...court?

* but although one time I caught her trying to climb over our side fence to snatch Noela.. she ran when I saw her..

* the next time, she was not alone...

I had renovated this old Alsace farmhouse, cleared the garden of rubbish, made a patio, painted it inside & out...

had a safe area where Noela could help me with the garden, roam in or out of the house, the gate to street was kept closed

when she wasnt sleeping.. I had an old style wood burning cooking stove that also heated the house, Noela & I

would, most mornings after breakfast, walk through the forest next to the house, I would pick up fallen wood, & she

would pick wild flowers...

 

it was less than 2 weeks after the "incident" ..we had a trolley to carry the wood,

Noela was a couple of feet in front of me....when..From behind a tree , a BIG man jumped out and AT me, I was moving towards Noela & he sort of "rugby tacked" me and this heavy thing was ON TOP of me pressing me DOWN..he had caught one of my fingers, which I discovered later, WAS BROKEN, but all I could think off was NOELA???? ...

 

I reached to the side, and laying on the floor, the trolley on its side, was the small axe I used if the fallen wood was  too big for our trolley, I grabbed it, & hit him across his back WITH the BLUNT end...& pushed him off me, the adrenalin was pumping through me, I could have lifted a truck! ..I looked him in his eyes "GET the FECK out of my WAY or I will Fecking KILL you!" ..that’s MY little girl I could just see Noela & her mum getting in the back seat of a car parked at the end of the path about 100 metres away, the BIG man turned and RAN...

& shouted "GO, GO .."  sprang into the passenger seat ..as it started to move off..I was wearing shorts & sandals, which I kicked off, but got to the car , seconds too late...

..I was 5kms from the Rhine bridge, they would be in Freiburg before I could even cycle to the nearest gendarmerie in Brissach

There I told the friendly gendarme...he left me in the waiting room, it seemed like 2 or 3 hours, i thought my heart would burst! His boss came out and (I speak french) said "who is the father?"..I replied "I am, of course" ..."NO said the police officer, not according to german police dept in Freiburg, YOU, monsieur, are NOT on the birth certificate" ..

So Mar-GIT had planned to exclude me from the day of the birth? or before she was pregnant. or when she met me.. ONLY HER conscience should KNOW, if she has one.. I did NOT give up, on any child, nor on NOELA.. i contacted social services & even organised parent groups, got arrested

searching for Noela at a kindergarten, part of another story...had some meeting with her, informally supervised in Freiburg, then they LEFT, after the germans had attempted to charge me with "attempted" murder for "my attack on the BIG man" in Geiswasser forest..

When I destroyed that in a german court (not an easy thing to do) it was clear SHE had lied, and was in trouble with their "authorities" she left, stayed in Bayern with her parents for a while, then went "abroad" ..6 years later through my "REdGEMnet" <LIVERPOOL worldwide> network, tracked them down to a house in Dublin.. I took my dutch GF as "witness" as I feared more "tricks" ...my GF approached Noela's mum to say "HE only wants to give her birthday presents" (on her birthday, of course, I had specially waited outside the house, in the street) i started to hand the bag to Noela and MarGIT KICKED the bag into the traffic...and called the guadia (police) ,,they came , and sided with the local residenta woman with child, of course!

The Clontarf policeman said (as I showed him a legal petition I had regarding custody) " i am no lawyer or judge, u can take it to the court!" I said, "oh sure, in 3 months of waiting here, for a court to hear me? I will be broke & she will be gone, again, with my little girl.." I send a birthday card every year to the Clonfarf, Dublin, police station, to their saregeant...until...it "appeared" they were (ARE?) in central america... MarGIT had told me , similar to Annika, you will NEVER see Noela again..

BTW, what about Sarah, my adopted daughter, when her biological father came back on the scene, no more contact until a few months ago, she is a "young granny" how about that..?

........... my dark phase, from 28 November to 16 December ... reminding me of the Birthdays of ; my estranged girl NOela , my wonderful Jacqui who left this earth in "05 and my first son ; ADAM ..who was also taken far too young in 1999 after a disturbed existence for a very sensitive lad ..born 16th December..-- 

All posted on ChRiS live CAMPAIGN & global groups (VIA) @ mewe.com/i/chrissmith1059”

 

C> so why, MR/MRS UNIVERSE should I trust any women (or man) who inhabits this planet?

yes I really am 10,000 years old, and fed up with FEE-males and all the BS you bring with you!

so don’t moan to me about them stupid men, any more!

https://fiftychapters-and-rescuesosmurphy.blogspot.com/2023/09/chapter-502-sons-odds-s-sos.html

 

Act 3…C, narrative  flashback … end feb 2010?  (scenes according to the narrative; various locations….)

 

C< >> “The arrival in Monty;

“I was invited by Ms Karadic, and AFTER 2 weeks HER uncle needed the holiday apartment she opened to me …
SO her (Karver) BOOK store colleague (Jasna or Rosa) found me a small room with shower unit in a suburban family’s house!

a) ThiS ended when: ;;;:

The Landlady decided she didn’t want my Laundry in her wash machine, any more//AND:  the bathroom-shower-toilet got infected with flying insects! 

b) met French guys leaving Pg … offered me the small <expensive rent , double the room> house they had rented, 2 bedrooms, but I had no visitors>.. at that time I had not started hosting CserS! (in TOLOshi disrict) …

this ended when , despite several complaints the owner did not repair A Large Gap Above THE LIVING room window...a FIERCE RAINSTORM flooded the living room;  TV exploded and carpet was soaked … I rescued my stuff and luckily my Laptop, the idiot Owner seemed to blame me, so as it was end Of the Paid month….

c) A cafe waitress directed me to a studio apartment in DRAX district of Pg …
normal rate, near station, the locations was ideal for economy/backpacking travellers, so I told owner he could make it a hostel, he actually did that later…

ended ..when I returned from a weekend away, , clearly the owners son had used the Place…
(my Leather JacKet & souvenirs? Photos, etc..  WERE missing, but I could not Prove it was him)

d) I went back to ToLoshi district .>I had half a family house & hosted so many Cser visitors  that in the 2^nd year rented the family “dorm” next door , had a GREAT time,, mixed nationality groups cooking together & going dancing at “Berlin caffe”,,, … (see CserS on bLogsPot.com? _)

 

UntIl … THE husband of the family (V?,,,,)  over booked the dorm that I had Previously reserved… despite 2/3 good years , he just CHANGED and did not care about me…

e)
During that time, however, I found a “friendly” taxi driver**, who never tried to cheat me, and told me…
“Chris , be careful, many here are only HAPPY if their neighbour’s cow dies!”
hmmm..i was beginning to deal with this knowledge, but knowing enemies is one thing… I cant Live in a shell … AND my Plan was THEN to accumulate complaints not Look for them ..

 

**Borko… then showed me a small house in Danilovgrad Belonging TO Ivanovic Family HE KNEW…

The son: Pedja was friendly , sometimes we sat and drank a rakija together & I paid a modest rent always in advance. Even though in Danilovgrad I only Knew PeDja, his Family and staff at Obala  Caffe-Pizzerija

 

After one year, I Offered extra Cash Per month to OWN THE small house, adding to cash Paid every month> for next 10 years, the property would be in my name. With signed contract…!  All good..also had Csing visitors and Pedja gave me keys to check on his apartment when he was away!  Until:

 

Then, after another year of paying for the house to Pedja, I asked Ivanovic for a receipt, as I had given him cash…. soon after that he was making excuses, (I started to realise he probably didn’t declare the income, I said I would stop the agreement….and a few days later, after a day out, returned home from Pg to find the locks CHANGED!!

 

I had to ask Borko to retrieve my small Personal stuff out of the house and he left it on the terrace of the ® football coach of FK San Siro (Spuz) where I had trained with , played and sponsored 2 soccer schools for kiddies.. the stuff was strewn all over the terrace, Pedja had not bothered to pack my stuff & threw it to Borko without  any care!

I had helped the coach with a small loan he was repaying with “termin” sessions at the “Spuz football balloon” his family owned.. he had  a small apartment in Pg, near the station, so he moved me there in a car he lent me, and I had also managed a “cadet” class team (teens) at the balloon in Spuz

 

 

 ...Until;

The coach (DejanR) , once he considered he had repaid the Loan, stopped Paying for the (old biils Prior to me) electric and they cut off the Power…..

I switched my training to TOLOshi ( FK Katun) and took a b & B room nearby .the plans I had to develop the academy and manage the youth development  at FK Crvena Stijena were scuppered as I was Later informed that Spuz coach (Rolovic) had financial difficulties,  had stopped coaching and was working with international bus touring company “Bozor”!

G) AFTER 2 NIGHTS in The b & b , i had a drink With The manager .WHO Introduced Me TO  ALEKSA RECEVIC ( HIS FAMILY from Bijelo POLIJE) HAD Built 5 houses in the next lane (cul de sac) the ground floor of his house was empty which he offered  with permanent rent for  ONE hundred & sixty euros p/m we signed a simple contract in English.serbian. There was
no furniture, so, although it was sparce at the start, for the first time ever I could fit out my home as I liked>>

bit By bit I filled it; with beds,  guest bed, living room furniture couches, chairs,  kitchen units Turkish rugs Etc etc,   not all new but good standard, and planted Three trees & other seeds, in My Garden!

There WERE SOME Problems but a warning from an advocate (same one, (Jokic, Sanida, whom I consulted about Ivanovic previously) joined a meeting with RECEVIC AND I CARRIED ON Always PAYING CASH IN ADVANCE!  (Aleksa said he wanted me out because he heard a rumour about me not paying Ivanovic!! )

Until during Corona PlAnDEmic  :

1:  He became A local “ policeman “
2   I publicly criticised NA t O
3:  He TOLD Me He wAS Bringing HIS OLD Parents TO MY House BeCAuSe OF CorONA & I MUST GO!

I Protested verbally when he passed by my door  (Whilst “Sergey” A.K.a> Michal  SpEvAk WAS visiting me) Although I had paid THE Rent To End Of May .!!! he repeated that I must leave!

RECEVIC Ignored Sanida’s solicitor’s Letter (sent by recorded post to him whilst I was at Lunch with “ Sergey” Who Turned OUT To Be  M.O.D/NATO Agent!

After that Lunch I came home (!!) and was Locked Out! AGAIN!
a note on door saying in the morning I could coLLect Personal items during 5 minutes!

(only)
no answer to his door! (although his car was parked outside)

That night I took an expensive room iN nearby city quarter (25 euros) but did not sleep ;
I was at the Recevic door before 07h .  “Sergey” came to take Me to his holiday home at the coast .> I smelt another RAT!

H)
Ironic coincidence
that Sergey (MS) had a an empty apartment at Miriste (holiday resort < LuCista PeninsuLa)
empty during the corona Bs!) ??  unused since 2019 ! (that he had shown me a few months prior!)

/// Zorro & his boat the only good thing there; 

\
 

took  my small things in his Car & Mutual (Football) Contact Nemanja L brought down some more Things ON His way TO HN A Few weeks Later>>But I couLd nOt reSCue aLl the major furniture as the Miriste studio was already mostly furnished & too small to store, such things as MY Kitchen, wash machine, couches, tables, cabinets, beds, etc etc etC *2nd hand Value about 2000 euros)

I) At MIRISTe ; a Nice place For Holidays  , Licista peninsula (HN) , but not to LIVE:
* NO shops except expensive tourist shop & restaurants etc, in summer
* no bus service
* had to walk  to Radovici (12 kms) or 10 kms to Rose (then ferry to HN) to shop
* noisy & ignorant tourists , parked in front of my terrace/window!
* off season no shop Or restaurants, at all.

J) during winter I got sick. From MOLD ; the bedroom wall was black, Photos & video taken.
(bedroom built on top of water tank)

had to sleep , eat in one living room, (too small)  told Sergey wanted reduced rent &compensation
(he agreed & to some other conditions, & signed a note to that effect) until Ukrainian migrants were being subsidized so he wanted me to pay more than 250 pm (said MNE govt offered him 350 p/m)!!!!!

Until august 20

when Sergey forced entry with Budva henchman, & a big Police man who Ignored (Vavic) advocates Letter Posted ON Door (IN SERBIAN)  & took Me To HN in fast police car (siren used!)
_ Stole my crossbow (Souvenir from  Freiburg)
_ Hn HQ police kept Me 15 hours at Herceg Novi (HN) police station, no food or water!)
+ Next day paid Dan to take me to Miriste &  found SOME of My belongings on The mirisTe apartment terrace < radiator , coffee table, & other items missing! (recorded with HN court; Without response)

 k) THE Man (D.aFRIN) Who took me to FIND MY things AT MIRIsTE IN His car had Been A GUEST At house in Podgorica. so stayed on his couch For a month or so>

I even gave him some monEy
plus paid for his food too < cleaned & shopped as he was “sick” much of The time>>

until;

I realised he was high or drunk/?? sleeping all day and awake all night, loud when going To bathroom and waking me up  ( I was sleeping on living room couch) I had been over generous & had paid for his car fuel & meals or drinks!

So a waitress AT Bellavista caffe/bistro (HN) Helped ME find a studio apartment the centre (old town)

E23O  + EXTRAS  PM

L)

she introduced me to Andrija & his father Boris < WE made agreement for a year, by handshake>

I had some nice contacts , & had a Couple OF Visitors until April? When, With Only 2 weeks warning Boris told me I must Leave apartment, rent Paid in advance>  “Boris claimed “ I have top Paint apartment then sell it”

 

Other Barman in Belavista introduced me to Perovic Njebosa, small apartment in Srbina street above HN..

M,.

then,..

1. Banka refused to transfer GBP to my visa (domestic) account..
2. Perovic & wife Marina had rented rooms to noisy neighbours on both sides , On Shift worK aT Portofino Restaurant, Woke ME at 06H IN morning AND After midnight.,,,

 

So I agreed , although Nejbosa was ok, to take over a Little house at KUMBOR (HN)//but it’s a ruin & I have spent  12 days CLEANING, WASHING 7 FUMIGATING:

EVERY SURFACE, WALL,S, KITCHEN < BEDROOM, FURNITURE, MATTRESS, BEDDING COVERS And noW I cAn SleEp  (4. July 2023 ) For THE Time being>….

I AM Treated AS Alien,  So I should take ThiS House As lien on All my claims> “   but….

 

Flash to events on 23 / 24 July 2023 ???//////////……

 

.

*flAshed forward from the coma scene ..”

C> talking to the universe…

 

“After the easter COMA , April 1995, I laid on that hospital bed for the first time in my adult life, body & brain ..STILL, and like a computer that crashed lost its data then uploaded new software. I had daydreams , VISIONS..I saw what had gone what was WRONG with the world I had experience and contributed to, pre coma, then “SAW” a world without WAR Pollution, legalized drugging of the sheeple, obsession with property, fake markets & false currency,,, I saw (Lennon’s) “imagine”..

 

<everything must change, Paul Young>”

 

Script…/episode 4/04, 

MY planet, more rons GO home!

 

C> (talking to the universe ) “UV”

“I am A human being  WHY Am I Alien , Taking…. a  LIEN AS my HOMe!

 

& versus  local monties..&…

 

“” Just how “ALIEN” ..I was around the 23/24 July of 2023…when for the umpteenth time I was locked out of my HOME.. the monty-sheeple fail to grasp that I don’t “go back”,,,  there is no family waiting for me in Liverpool, London or elsewhere, the distant “Murphy” clan..might but, as we haven’t met since decades and spoken no more than a few words, would they? , & would I want them to?”

 

Kumbor, Herceg Novi, (CumBO) is /WAS also F & U ngo managed *political refugee centre & home of the consul of the REPUBLIC of Liverpool in the Balkans..ME!

All signs were torn down, my possessions strewn about the terrace, what was left of them. Emotional items such as Jacqui’s picture & death certificate, Practical things such as my best clothes, shirts, trousers, jackets (for winter & sports) ..towels etc,”

 

,< IF I asked you to list all the things in your home, could you?..>

 

UV>? Why would I?

 

C> “and VITAL documents , birth & marriage certificates, and dossiers with claims against the Mentenegro police, politicians, business people & particularly property owners..such as Predrag Ivanovic,Aleksa Recevic , & Michal Spevak <a.k.a agent Sergey> & wife..

 

I recall having to take action (adv, Kojic sister of Samra Martinovic both witnesses) to stop a previous eviction at Rusa Radulovica 96b , because Aleksa heard from a rumour that I had been the cause of removal from Ivanovic’s property, where another almost 2000 euros worth of my furniture had been stolen by MY removal, obviously this gave the idea to Sergey too when I again complained , when the bedroom wall at Miriste was BLACK with MOLD!”

 

C> ? talking to the Universe (UV)

“You see its  a trend established by the capitalist disease..>?!”

 

UV> free will, the people allow dictatorships because they find it comfortable until they hurt too much & then react , usually too late!

 

C>” ….I have claimed often since 1995 . post coma,  and repeatedly proposed that 99.9% of the occupants ..of MY planet ...are descended from ancestors dumped here  from other planets in our galaxy (or elsewhere….is  it time to sing the “galaxy song’ from pythons meaning of life film?)

 

the unwanted … similar to that which the english did to undesirables 100s of years ago.. sent to Oz… which half explains what was done to that continent ..destruction  of the Aboriginals & native ..similar to the violent genocide replacing natives & their cultures, virtual extermination whilst building the destructive pyramid of “USAcorp”..

 

UV> ChRiS,  ? (The romans did much the same in europe to native “KELTS”)

“Which could explain the selfish & destructive decline of humanity & nature since 10,000 years..  to be replaced by “modern” tech obsessed FUBAR “idiocracy”

..WARbiz, POLLUTION & poverty policies, materialism, property over people..

addictive PHARMA (state legalized drugs!) ..

FAKE (anti-social) media, PHONY manipulated currency, false market  & “the few” rule 99.9% of the global public!  Naive , ignorant, or simply waiting for their own time to climb the polluted pyramid of poison & corruption!”

 

A..Lien

C> “Most of my life I have felt “other” //alternative, different to “their norm” ...Alien, Alone, … (but not lonely) ...Allein ...Now, I AM considered “political REFUGE-E”..excluded & ALIENATED” (Alien-hated)..take thjis location as “A LIEN”
against part of”

 

* Claims v EU / germoney, french & UK govts and my .F & U ngo plaints recorded that are of millions, including the murder of family & state assisted theft of children; amongst numerous violations committed against me & my associates!
* 23523 claim of media hacking & destruction of mails / various websites & domains (such as mypod-net & ursun.net , epo.org EuREd, RedGEMnet etc) Plus v Instra group of 940k euros
* Versus United Nations (U.N. 1948 UDHR) for a fake declaration & fraud of the global people , accessories being all “democratic” states party to such fraud on a daily basis (& the sham of the E.C.H.R , “copy” constitution & its joke “fundamental freedom” articles)

* Versus”USAcorp, a.k.a. Fen way Sports group” theft of 500,000,000 euro valued Liverpool football culture, made by supporters & subject to fake & fraudulent sale to J.W. Henry via Gillet & Hicks of Texas. (also the SLYtv theft of professional football via the “english (“premiere”) Plasttic money league!

AND
* Versus “Legal & GeneraL ass. Soc”/ CKB banka/OTP group “accidental conspiracy “ to ALIENATE ChRiS/F&U (CRSfu) = 25k euros compounded from 23623 – 1 week = 48k + week 2 = 92k….

 

THESE claims also filed with the “bomb-proof” Black samsonite briefcase I HAVE HAD 40 years or more, stolen by <state attorney> “Sasa” Jovanovic, Miro Lukic (ORKA nvo) & two anonymous “policemen” who , at my Kumbor cabin home, had NOT been allowed in at 22h on the night of 23 July 2023…after I caught S> Jovanovic trying to BREAK IN to the cabin, via a window, he KNEW was “insecure”..

Was this pre-planned? To steal my things, in league with P. Ivanovic, A.Recevic, & “Sergey” ?  surely they are too stupid, or…?

N B;

NASA & THE TWATTER FOOL (call him EGON X?)      go into space …  I AM STILL SEARCHING FOR INTELLIGENT LIFE FORMS ON THIS <GOOD> EARTH?

 

POEM:

“ If YOU find yourself “Alien-Hated”
…..SCORNED, (Alienated) .. ABUSED or UNDER-rated…
(THEY) may expect YOU (ME) to be “Polite” ….
FFS!  Be a MAN, be TRUE >>> STAND and FIGHT!”

 

 

C> (again confronting the Universe “UV”) …

C>” I remember saying about my ex “S & S ltd” partner; Mike Seabrook, that he may be rich, thanks to me, but he will never have quality or “class” (not the class “of social status” but the “class” of intellect or dignity ) the above mentioned CRIMINALS (and that’s an insult to outlaws) make Mike look like Sean Connery!

;)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

 

I fed the input to “Harvey Tuttle” to make this following report about “lucista bay” and there was a lot of confusion …because Miriste, or more popular Zanjice was often referred to as “Lucista bay” ..but the COMMERCIAL area was a man-made “resort” near to RADOVICI with “YACHT-parking” and new Yuppie hotel & apartments & a whole little village for the “new rich” who had profited from selling the people’s nad……see ; <-------- Original Message --------Subject: Re: FU 210711 2 months report for #REdGEMnet Date: 2021-07-12 03:22 From: fumission@ursun. To: Chris <chris@ursun.>Cc: Harvey Tuttledg <harvey.tuttledg@gmail.com>

 

Interim report

 

Miriste - Zanjice

 

After 2 months....

 

General ; Lucista Bay

 

a beautiful peninsular, sadly being spoiled, like so much of the Adriatic coast ;

- by over commercial exploitation

- too much new (instead of cultural ) construction

- OVER-priced (considering the low average wage of the locals)

- exploitation of bar/caffe/restoran staff

- Average cuisine (considering the high menu prices; comparable with London, Paris or New York)

- LACK of proper staff training - over worked and often underpaid.

 

the seas COLOURS are stunning & water is clean & clear...

however, absence of sand & too many rocks or stones, on the man-made beaches, spoil the swim experience!

---------------

 

Miriste

 

A recently renovated restoran/caffe & private beach plus a small public beach

 

see above ;  arguably one of the best sea-views of the coast, a perfect romantic location, also suffers from above conditions

 

A "Wild Beach" (without usual tourist traps ) is  nearby and ideal for the "alternative traveller/holidaymaker"

 

Zanjice beach

 

1 "high class restoran"  (Porto) massively overpriced and charged a ridiculous price for minute glasses of Vino (example Chardonnay at 4e for less than a glass for wine that is only 4e per 75cl BOTTLE in local supermarkets)

 

"Contact" is a Pizzeria, also with high prices, and none of the staff speak foreign languages..

 

" Cuba Libre"

 

Has a cocktail bar, high prices also

but has some staff that are communicative.

(it is possible to negotiate discounts for groups etc)

 

____________________ scene on the BEACH C> talking to camera/universe? UV!

 

Personal comment;

 

"Vojo is the most capable person on either area, he is more of a manager than the "Manager" or often inebriated boss, the writer almost developed a sort of friendship with one of the younger staff (N) but in the last 2 weeks since he & his GF (I) started to work together here have had no time, (or will)  to attend my home party, or to be "Company " at "Cuba Libre"..

 

The most enjoyable time has been hosting at the apartment & an evening with Vojo's best man (G)

to be continued…..or not

 

for CRS210711

 

****  (as in August , the BIG tourist season began, and the staff only care about getting tips & help their bosses RIP-off the tourists.. I spoke to several UNHAPPY VISITORS ,one, from Serbija, who said he would never come there again..

 

I had a Mexican tortilla at the pizzeria, it was half burnt & half under-cooked, NINE euros , which would be THREE anywhere else in this region.. all Pizzas wer at least 10 euros each, for standard size, the same as the payment of a local construction worker PER DAY! …

 

Having negotiated a 20 % discount with Vojo (Cuba Libre) early on, I had spent a lot on my birthday weekend… that discount “disappeared” … ignored me after 2 months of almost daily investment they then OVER charged me..THREE times..

when a new manager came along.. the last time I went there…

 

as I said many times,  I would have made myself a cap with “bankomat” (ATM) written on it .. as that’s the way foreigners & tourists were seen by the locals.. It didn’t matter that I was residential or not rich..

 

One of my Csing couples was a man from Indian origin living with a Polish girl in Warsaw came down to the region, stayed over with me, and we went swimming at the Miriste bay, after an expensive meal at their snob restoran.. .. asked me “are there SHARKS in the water?” ..I replied “oh no, they have 2 legs & own/manage the bars, caffes & restoran here!”///….

_________________________

 

Contact Caffe / Pizerija ;  increased their prices in MIDDLE of August!

....and "posh" Porto Adriatic... let a drunken lunatic staff members run loose in their place..!!!

served me with over priced drinks /food..Vranac / Chardonnay costs per (small) glass what it cost for a 75cl bottle in the shop!

served me a "fish soup" (at Lucista bay...where seafood should be at its best) which was just watery with minute pieces of fish!......and sure I know they build in the price of their beach... but i don’t sit on the beach AND THEY KNOW this..

 

“DO NOT come here ..!you have been warned...”

 

...............but it was clearly another day and another way of telling me (again) : "welcome to monty" ..so, as my regular taxi - driver

kept telling me... "here they are only happy when their neighbour's cow dies!"  ..a form of jealousy..// :sabotage: comes in several forms since i arrived;  when my first "girl friday" (Jelena C) got seduced by a USAcorp embassy seciurity officer

 

OR...when the next(Andy) got offered a job in Budva the day after she agreed to assist me,..…when Borko (Spuz) & Tadija (Pg) and Nemanja likewise..

 

when Dejan Rolovic was offered a big salary to work in tourist travel (Bozur bus) and abandoned our original academy project (and the Biz league re-located my

teenage Team) …. they got invited to the USAcorp embassy instead of training with me for the hungarian football festival/holiday/ .. ..when"Mile" at Katun promised to distribute the next academy brochures/flyers to coaches for the co-op (then threw them away. Apparently)

 

...and several other "petty" obstructions, in between 3 physical attacks by anonymous cowards... PLUS damages /interference at almost every house i was located..(theft, flooded, even 2 x "locked out" (Ivanovic, Dg & Recevic, Pg)..resulting in coastal "exile" for F& U and myself..

 

I considered the “real Katun villages”  these cabins could be built in the Eco Village project or alternative designs at less than 10,000e !!!!

Etno selo Montenegro - Brezna Ethno Village Montenegro

 

*September 27, 2014  ·

Počinje akcija za Dane zaljubljenih od 25 Septembra do 25 Oktobra( popust za prvih pedeset parova do 50 % na noćenje- cijena za dvije osobe 12 E )

Besplatno korištenje saune samo za zaljubljene

Uživajte u novim kamenim kolibama uz romantičnu večeru, koju čašu domaćeg vina i tiho pucketanje vatre u kaminu.

////….

 

C> talking to UNIVERSE (UV) again////…

 

“This morning I was writing this episode/chapter , I spilt boiling water straight from the stove on my leg, but i have been running... how? by "alternative remedy" .. 🙂

no creams , no pils, no chemicals... just nature... try it sometime (just looks like a bit of mild sunburn on my shin..)

 

 

.... a little poem ..by a cynical optimist

 

i have to buy a new hat

on it , I will write

"i am not a bankomat"

a.t.m or cash machine, and i feel I might...

 

.... want to be known as much more

support my team and hope they score

distract me from the aims of another

"dont bother with fools" said my mother...

 

I don’t want to ask...

"what do you want from me"

every time when it is you I see..

honesty is my only task..

 

based in monty, its like a (python) sketch

i have to laugh again & Again

looking for intelligence OR "a friend"

... the only question, is when...?

 

deciding to trust once more...

.. getting harder & harder to open the door..

so only time will tell...

am I Robin Hood ..or William Tell...

:)

 

-----------------

  "more "local "souvenirs" <as they stole my actual ,,,souvenirs, they havent yet stolen my mind, and will never get my SOUL.."

 

UV>  ah ChRiS…maybe I will though..

 

Local;

 

 

_____________________more pieces of the puzzle?

 

C> (narrative) “The Monday after the new year; back...    the first time i have left my bed/couch and I return to find the Miriste bathroom lighting failed, need a ladder (which this place doesn’t have) to change the light bulb... wash/shower by candle power...

_________________220201

 

another fecking storm in the night me running out of bed to see where my terrace stuff has gone... the wind had again lifted the heavy plastic table across and trying to lift it over the neighbours wall...

 

so let’s sing ( to the tune “ somewhere over the rainbow")

 

"somewhere over the neighbour:s, my clothes fly..

shirts, pullies & sock , where & why...

the table goes for walkies across the tiles

and the small ashtrays i cant see for miles"

                  &

it must be funny for "OTT God" to see me naked

chasing around the place.

in the dark, with an angry face..

somewhere over the mountains OTT God must smile"

 

---------------------

 

why do i call him/her/it "OTT god” because it overloads ME on punishment... if i do something small wrong...i get an OTT (over the top") drama to deal with...

Today its NO lighting in the bathroom... well luckily i know my own face & body quite well by now...candlelight...will have to suffice…

 

yesterday it was the electric fan finally giving out, but I don’t recall making any mistakes, or doing much wrong, maybe just shouting obscenities at the world was enough to get me a "OTT god" yellow card!??

 

============== (pause, refelected....._)

 

CSerS neon u tubve?  diary to dec 14 ..#21

see links (scroll down) ..or blocked..

 

211209..”just come back from Radovici, "through wind & rain" storms, lightening, streams , with thunder effects to make it an "adventure" again.. ha ha ha… “O.T.T”’s “special effects” are spectacular, but I was alone in the whole resort, no one to share with , & even photos or video cant repeat the images fully.. but they were “mine”…

 

* no brain drain here..

 

....its a beautiful country, but overloaded with more than its "fair share" of sharks, JACKALS, SHEEPLE...AND A-HOLES...

SINCE i ARRIVED HERE IN may <2021>.... i "invested" my living funds, (from May through September, and a bit of October on the expensive rip-off caffes/bar/restaurants of Zanjice/Miriste beaches ..

 

lately the only beach i go to is "the wild beach" (no commerce there) so I cleaned it up and removed half a ton of rubbish left there by ..tourists AND locals....(and on the road down to Mirista beach by the "Mamula crews" 

 

(that’s an ISLAND sold off by the fools to a rich outfit (they also own “Lucista bay yacht parking village) who are making it into a 5 star entertainment place for the rich. Of course the rich don’t pay the workers who are enslaved there  when the weather is bad...

 

…ME advertise the 240 sunny days of the years..

 

BUT probably the other 125 are raining/storm-monsoon ;) ..with @special effects"  (thunder , lightening and flooding ...because the richest part of this "monty land" has NO DRAINAGE..so i am waking back 10kms plus, from Rose, and have to find parts of the country road which do NOT have streams of water..

 

at Zambelici, I have to walk ON the wall of the roadside because the road resembles a large pond..  as I walk down to Miriste in the middle of the road. carrying my stuff from the shops and  laptop satchel whilst balancing an umbrella

to keep the latter dry....a russian registered car comes towards me, i dont move, otherwise I am swimming.. (it may not be a russian, BTW, as locals don’t bother paying importation tax if they buy "foreign cars'   … THE EU wont allow that boys!! .....(Nor Rakija ete etc )  i think he considered running over me, but carrying a laptop makes them hesitate, I might be "important" (that’s what I found in Podgorica..   if I carry my laptop they hesitate. Hà h ah )

 

he edges past me on one side. Slowly ..but still manages to clip the umbrella.. probably another C*NT!... from Mamula island or SELO the shicky-micky resturant who do not advertise their pricelist)

the "workers" speed past my location, ignoring the "slow" sign I painted on the road (in summer as well there are more pedestrians (inc families) walking around the hidden curves in this part..) but the rich & their slaves dont care..

 

I(see blue list) THE thing that really annoys me is that NONE of these whose commerce i pumped all my funds into for much of the year,, slow down, never mind stop to give me a lift, even when its P*SSING down!..they are in a hell of their own..roll on the Tzunami that drowns them & their "biz"  “”

 

 

UV> ChRiS are you….. * impersonating Willie Wallace ;)>?

 

“When I am nOT hiking to Radovici or Herzeg Nove (via Rose)  i am RUNNING //.. (sounds a bit like Forrest Gump" ...i can do the "Gump southern drawl" accent too..ha ha ha)

I CAN ..sometimes RUN UP 3 kims to Zambelici, then down by Maroici through the "russian steps" to Zanjice bean, passing John & Heather’s house?, Mi6?) 

(if I knew where that is..) ha ha ... and by habit pick up a small stone or 2...in case one or 2 Marovici dogs might want a piece of me.. 

 

“yesterday” (was wednesday) for some reason I didn’t throw them down as I usually do when shuffling sideways down the steep "russian steps" (ask motorbiker Bart about this) 

... as I approach the infamous "Porto Adriatic"(location of the " incident ")  2 dogs (who had a go at me twice before without a bit..) start snarling... one beige ..comes to me and I hold my hand up to show the stone, and he backs off  but his partner, (white with black markings) really comes at me, teeth showing. well it must have been watching the "Braveheart" film several times of late..

 

I do a "young Willie Wallace" impersonation, and catch him square between the eyes,  (not bad as he was moving rapidly at me) ..it yelps and runs off...i don’t usually hurt animals...

 

in fact the idiot who caused the "incident" at PORTO Adriatic (who is a permanent fixture there!)  must be friendly with the dogs in question as he was standing just a metre or so away and i hope he KNOWS that I would have much rather have seen the stone between HIS eyed. But he got away with it

..and since then Z hasnt been the same either..”

 

* adding to the blue list (local)

 

So IF you follow my posts (??) i have started a blue list to identify the locations of Sharks, fascists, rascists, jackals,and a-holes

 (esecially if they apply "APARTHEID policies" ; coroNATION restrictions)

note " Fortica PUB"  of Radovici, who now twice made me ( and Michal, last saturday, who "only had paper") sit outside in the cold ...

(see videos mentioned below)

 

add "Touch" cafe/restoran of Herceg Novi, who have a list of "qualifications" on their window before allowing anyone in..i bought my last sandwich (take away) there Tuesday..

 

add:

of Zanjice beach, Lucista bay

- "Cuba Libre"  ( and boss Porko)  staff Vojin - & Novak, also let me down ..feigning "friendship"

- "Contact" Pizzeria ( Bojana also increased prices mid session)

- "Porto Adriatic"    expensive location of a-holes!!!

 

at Mirista ...ON PROBATION.  not yet blue listed, but Lazar & Lazar should ask me why..  anyway, i doubt if i will do anything other than the occasional coffee/pivo in future..

 

btw

 

in planning;

- OFF & On season excursions, coast, lake & trekking, horse riding..

accommodation, delivery services to apartment/villa orners , fishing & other boat related activities..

 

catch up with me (see below) or via email fumission@ursun. ; ngo@mypod-  or other personal messages via !team  1team_fu_me@proton.me <F&U2 ,mail contact>

 

& ChRiS

 

211209 Posted on the net ;

support REbELS  '  i am enemy of your local/global APARTHEID state https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78Ma6CbVjJ8

and at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zu9k_JqLr_I

join  worldwide groups linked to mewe.com/i/chrissmith1059

email campaign@ursun.ngo@mypod-net.

 

211014/15 .. ChRiS (EX isle) diary for ChRiSliveCAMPAIGN

 

“Thursday .... Yesterday I was In HN again./.. someone complained that I am stuck here at "home base" but I will move around and challenge the system Sharks, jackals & the sheeple whom allow them into power Tuesrday was the first time since may 8 that I didnt get up and go to find a net connections to  have a coffee or breakfast at a caffe/restoran ...or go running before anyone wakes up

or prepare breakkie for visitors ...or prepare a message, prep an email, start a video..

 

.........I was woken up anyway by storm wind- ...and had to rescue the terrace table & chairs from disappearing ..ha haits that strong...  then decorated the terrace "fence" with branches, they may not survive the winter but looks better,.,

 

and  was walking through to Tici , then lo "Rose" ..but as i got to the top of the "phase 3" climb to the first hill of my hike.. it was quiet, calm, and as usual I was alone on the road ..still very green,,.. the hills around could have been Irish

or the Scottish islands... no one told nature that they are in some "nation" (because some king, leader, or politician built a fence to keep the "others" out , planted a flag and gave it a name.,,).. I could claim just as equally, that this is the land

of my Celts ancestors,..

 

.........had to smile thursday around lunchtime (which here could be anytime after noon) ..a lady on local (HN) radio...

played James Brown..feature..but it seemed so weird , with her polite "sunday school teacher" voice ..discussing the sexy lyrics of some of his tunes ..great performer & BIG character (James, not the broadcaster, who I later me at “ORKA nvo” has about as much charisma as a rock... )

 

around the millennium plus years I hosted "the Multi-Celt_ural music & pirates club " at radio Dreieckland, Freiburg which broadcasted to sud - baden (BRD) ..Alsace (Fr.) & the swiss region of Basel... for me you must have a sense of HUMOUR toeven BE on local radio.. true that often the locals didn’t understand my jokes...but they got the message. Positive, fun & TRUE!

 

 Zorro;s boat “Kistina” named after his daughter

 

FUVcS 211009/10; Zorro ref 008 Re: ChRiS 211005/6 Re: Exiled 211004 ..Re: ChRiS 211003 Re: Cs 211002 Zorro : activate Cgameplan ?

To Zoran Bulajic on 2021-10-10 18:51

Details

CS#atSK+210525-31.txt (~6 KB)

 

FU210605HT-SK.txt

 

L I S TO F T H E T H I N G S I N CSA P A R T M E N T(1).docx

(~16 KB)

 

Zorro;  blocked emails?? didn’t you get this ? ..see attached also

-------- Original Message --------

To: Zorro <zoro.bulajic@ >, direktor@policija.me

Cc: Fumission <fumission@ursun >, Campaign <campaign@ursun. >, Harv Tuttle <harvey.tuttledg@gmail.com>

 

008

 

ChRiSliveCAMPAIGN ;  I/we hereby inform that our campaign opposes EU membership/continual use of euro money due to the numerous human rights violations  and other forms of corruption recorded concerning MNE state officials, court members, attorneys, police & others!

#activate_CgamePLANow  and https://cser5.blogspot.com/2021/09/chris-exiled-im-monty-land-is-hunting.html

 

 

 

On 2021-10-07 18:38, Zoran Bulajic wrote:

Name: Zoran (same like me ;) ) Brdjanin

E mail: direktor@policija.me

 

чет, 7. окт 2021. 09:35 Zoran Bulajic <zoro.bulajic@gmail.com>

је написао/ла:

 

“Bro, if saturday i come that will be good, tomorow is also waves over 1 metar

Going to find e mail of police master chief”

 

чет, 7. окт 2021. 09:31 <chris@ursun.net> је

написао/ла:

 

“and connected for a few minutes  again (see u in morning (friday) hopefully”

https://unsubtolosi-rednet.blogspot.com/2021/10/as-chrislivecampaign-is-exiled-and.html

 

“....2nd power cut in 2 days, writing this offline with battery...

.... Zorro details of NEW police chief. will

he be different? /// ,,, in a careless world without justice//”

...”still without power at exiled Home base more than 14 hours..so far..”

 

.”... its going to be ANOTHER "challenging" 6 months. And then..!

"activate CgameplaNOW" without ME?

(       uploading ChRiSliveCAMPAIGN ,,,if time allows )   see ChRiS in_upload pics on log reverse?  CONFUSION to the enemies! .......................................b days???”

 

“be a REbEL, local & Global ... 😉    with personal  greetings! & to all TRUE REbEL REdS! ! J4t97_32yrs (no JUSTICE yet on earth!) & ChRiSliveCAMPAIGN  @ mewe.com/i/chrissmith1059 [1] www.cser5.blogspot.com  [2] our REdGEMnet RebEL REdS MEd1ATEAM proposals &more @ www.chrismithlog.blogspot.com

 / [3]

 

“On 2021-10-06 21:33, chris@ursun.  wrote: on line for a short while..”

oct  5/6

no pictures YET  from log (banned)  "ChRiS in Exile"

 

 

 

https://chrislivecampaign.blogspot.com/2021/10/chris-in-exile-hunting-for-red-october.html

“be a REbEL, local & Global ... 😉    with personal greetings! & to all TRUE REbEL REdS!” ! J4t97_32yrs (no JUSTICE yet on earth!) & ChRiSliveCAMPAIGN @ .. from  https://antichrismith.blogspot.com

 

“The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil & jealous men. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children.

 

And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would poison and destroy my brothers & our children. And you will know my name when I lay my vengeance upon YOU! “

 

…

 

On 2021-10-04 20:58, Zoran Bulajic wrote:

“ Ok bro!

 

пон, 4. окт 2021. 11:43 <chris@ursun.net> је

написао/ла:

 

“i will be off line most of the time, but i will look for you tomorrow morning at 08h ok?”

 

On 2021-10-04 19:42, Zoran Bulajic wrote:

“Bro, f*ck them all and relax ;)  What ever you need call me bro”

 

пон, 4. окт 2021. 10:11 <chris@ursun.net> је

написао/ла:

 

https://cser5.blogspot.com _____________________extracted

"  ........211004  .."activate Cgame>PLANow Cgame>PLANow

 

.”.........last evening I LOST it....but the REdS only drew,,but (I did not see REdS TEAM v blue manc elite frauds!_) ….

 

Today would have been my "wedding anniversary"  a mere lad I found

My beautiful wife and within months of meeting, we married 0n 4th October 1980 ... in 2005, she was cremated, …. On..MY  birthday 23 may at a time when I was fighting the "establishment"  and we were seperated... for that I won’t ever

Forgive  myself...”

 

“because she , Jacqui SMITH, nei Greaves (a distant cousin of the famous Jimmy Greaves ) ... was far too GOOD for who i was and yet not who I hope I will be... BUT yesterday she would not be  proud of me,  I LOst my :control: my plan  for a

Boat trip with Zorro, picnic on board and a concert by the best  singer of the region (Sanja) ...was sabotaged  again by jealous & selfish sheeple..”

 

“but such is the World ...now,,,there are only walking dead…  zombie-sheeple who have no original1 thought, no empathy , they dont care about anything or anyone unless there  is something <MONEY> in it for them..”

 

“well. maybe I didnt WAKE up on 15th April 1989 ... maybe I died, and this "heaven/.hell" is my punishment …to live on a planet of inhabitants who kill those who are different,  or hate them, or discredit them for “a few dollars” will cheat and lie, and not even notice what they are doing to society and themselves”

 

“...the LUNATIC in "Porto Adriatic" was NOT the actual cause of my anger,

its OBVIOUS that HE is deranged//…as  they (*the Porto staff) all KNEW that I wanted to watch the (BIGGEST) game of the  season between LIVERPOOL and the blue mancs..”

 

“... ...and so I was there , drinkign wine,..(even though I noticed waitress Olga was a bit :off:) ...waiting for the game to start..checking on TEAM news via the net, on my laptop, informing my REdGEMnet contacts  of the Team selection...etc”

 

“The game starts... big atmosphere (but no sound on the TV, as usual here..) when the "FOOL" comes in and asks Nikola  how to use the remote control... 10 minutes into the game...changes  to  tennis.. I said "hey" :everyone knows I am here for this

.." he was drunk, i could see the eyes glazed over... i looked around and

the waiter Nikola (who also knew that I wanted to watch the game) and their "manageress" and some young kid who also "belongs" were  laughing”

( so I thought, ok, joke on me, now put the game back on!) but no…”

 

“...NO RESPECT///  yes I don’t spend ALL my "disposable" income there ... but I have in the last 5 months been a "regular customer" (maybe several hundred euros worth of drinks , snacks & the occasional meal) ... ..they wouldn’t turn the TV back , I had already paid Olga for my drinks early ( funny? that she asked me to pay early!).......she just sat at a table and ignored everything...”

“ So….  I smashed  my glass on the floor... and left... imagine what sort of review (to 6000 followers on Trip  advisor) I could give "Porto Adriatic" / Zanjice on the

Travel network, never mind our 300+ groups on REdGEMnet>!!!

 

DO NOT come here ..! you have been warned...

 

“I know it’s impossible, but I will do it anyway...so, Jacqui, wherever

you are, I am sorry, I suppose I will never change, I am always alone against "them" ..except for “Karma” my friend always seems to punish them, eventually..

your ChRiS x”

___________________________

\

" ChRiS's Galaxy guide to hiking (with Lustica hitches) "

(hikers pic?)

 

............just before i go into this ,,,i was breathing in the sweet clean  hillside/mountain air as i approached the down hill phase 3 of my return to home base..when I looled above the beautiful skyline to see the traces of jets pumping poison into OUR air...

........propose that one of the reasons THEY got you used to wearing the stupid MASKerAIDS is that within the decade you wont be able to breathe  the air anywhere,, because now the planet is couching up CO2 ..thanks to the selfish (USAcorp-led) govts you voted for didn’t stop the pollution despite warnings going back 5 decades,,,! 

 

so this is reverse order from "Rose " to exile / F & U home base ...

 

as   this example mickey dropped me of the water-taxi from HN...at the foot of the "footpath"  ...400 steps gets you UP to the "footpath" 

...climb over the rocks, and thats phase 9 done... past evil DIva villa ... (ask Bart,Z, not simpson) ....

( must be another joke there..)  ... vino?

 

,,, anyway past the mysterious clinic? of klinci "resort"... too..and the stony place which looks like some sort of convent..but probably isnt..on the left through phase 7 ..avoiding occasional traffiuc who always look suprised, if they look at all at me walking...yes WALKING!

 

..the only one until recently this is my 8th trip to Rose? have seen someone (but not hiking) probably local...apart from the fecking hunters..as I pass

unfriendly dog-shit alley ... to "west hunters street " (ALSIN joke) ... and to titchy Tici ...(unfriendly bio house dogs)

feindly men with guns on sundays ,,, through great views of the bay & "SWALLOW Island"  (sold to Mamula island corps!!)

....great sunset view this time...

 

as u come into Tici look carefully on the right for the (rock-climbers) "footpath" (stated as "easy: by the local jokers¬ leads u down to Zanjice beach via a ruined house (which why you can’t see the "path" access from the beach.. ha ha ha )

 

.....but walk on to FRIENDY dog Unshit alley ..nice doggies who this morning wanted to walk to ROSE with me , but they looked older and not so fit as me! .... Eraci ...(error aye chi?) 

 

...anyway  ...to zamberici (old ladies with cows & chickens) then probably meet nice man with nice dog.. who even struggled with but said a few friendly words to  me and his dog "knew me too:... 

 

down through 3 2 1 phan( 2 is short and my facourite when i feel a bit tired ,,,but this evening i got "angry energy" when seeing all the beer cans & plastic bottles...

..this is from either the workers (Mamula) or locals as this is "fresh garbage" i kick it on to the street..in defence of nature..

 

and on behalf of my "galaxy"  ...nature is MY friend...not yours,,you foolish human race destroying the only planet most of you will ever know ..and when you cant breathe the air..remember ..you were warned time & again

 

...p.s.

 

feck the PLANdemic....watching a full stadium on YV of madrid fans with masks just looks pathetic... you have a dozen more reaSONS to fear for your life & health that an exploited FLU bug!

___________________

Broadcast…general.. “.Hiya ..with personal greetings... I am currently based, since about a decade in Montenegro...

 and wondered where & what you are doing , private or career ... just a friendly contact, thats all,  as I am leaving "(anti) social media" to focus on my aims & objectives.. I would be very pleased to read something from you

take care, & best  wishes

ChriS  SMITH”

alternative email ; ngo@mypod-

https://cser5.blogspot.  com

(link seperated to stop f book gestapo etc blocking this message!)

 

“.........with personal greetings & best wishes on your day ;  ...i am moving from f book due to the obstructions to free speech /..... you may find me at mwwe (.com)  chrissmith1059 ((join free without blocks) or support REdGEMnet/LbiRDco-op  (worldwide groups) email; fumission@ursun &  ChRiSliveCAMPAIGN

 

21 10 16/17;   just another 13 days to communicate with me before I withdraw from F book etc,,

 

( RED october pic)

 

“That Friday before leaving Miriste , it was a bit difficult trying to shave in the dark.. *2nd power cut in the week ...why? ,( if they cut deliberately ) why don’t they cut in the night when U MAY be sleeping..i like to have a cuppa, at least,  before a 25kms hikeing day!... that saturday evening listening to local rock radio and starting to  cook spuds on the terrace grill.,, a glass of vino helps.. and a new bottle of Loze from "Milan de Combi"..”

 

“..that Saturday cleared the forecourt and the rubbish dumped at the back of the house (rear of HomeBASE) ...  amazing how lazy & dirty people are...the stuff they dump in a hidden place, when there is a place for their rubbish just a few metres away,, and "decorated" forcourt walls with stones.. a couple of runs to loosen up the muscles ...25kms walk (hike) friday,, if this continues i will have walked around 2000kms plus by the time everything opens up again,…  if i survive !! ;) “

 

.”........walking back from Radovici AND DECIDEd to email my Strategy / link to ChRiSliveCAMPAIGN and CSerS diary...

because these fecking writers are too soft & too long winded (whilst the general attitude of even "counter punch" is to condone to PLANdemic reactions...IF IT stops traffic/pollution and factory farming and the movement of people.. Ok but be honest ..if C19 was just a... sort of "decoy" to slow the population down ..then say so and say so in a few words because that’s all the 99.99% of (anti) socialmedia/mobile phone ADDICTED sheeple can cope with (see log yesterday at    

https://cser5.blogspot.com/2021/09/chris-exiled-im-monty-land-is-hunting.html

“

___________________

 

“see Unsub Toloshi... life & NOn footy days in exile (copy)

...........atleti 2 LIVERPOOL 3  ...” could go to HN to see highlights ..”

______

 

 

-----------------remember........ ? The ,,,    (song "wouldn’t it be nice to get on with me neighbours!" (small faces)  see  see rednet-alien.blogspot.com (*and associated logs & articles banned by F book, twatters, googlies & fen way shark clones

www.cser5.blogspot.com/2021/08/chrislive-still-210804.html

& have YOU any concentration? ; www.montv-chrislog.blogspot.com

www.newsdawna.blogspot.com

ChRiS210805  for personal contact @ mewe.com/i/chrissmith1059

 

And…With .........Georg,  Dacha & Sladge (Ana)

 

...........” about 10 days before  (it seems longer ) another Serb moved in next door ..

and ....during unloading he & his cousin (Alex ) & friend (Dacha) ..were busy

with a german van... moving furniture into next door, Georg said "hello neighbour:” in english... surprised (as no one said hello when moving into this block before)I replied simply with "Hy" ...?”

 

“I asked if they needed help, but they didn’t, so when they went upstairs to where

the friend (Dasha) , his wife Sladge & daughter Iva, were staying,,up there// I put ... 3 glasses of rakija on the table of Georg's terrace..”

 

“about an hour after i came out, and said "welcome" and only Georg & Alex were

there invited me to join them... i drank a shot of Rakija with them, they

were struggling with english & my serbian is limited , so I left them to it..

later i found some Serb dinar notes i had in my old wallet, and gave them to Georg...

he offered me e15 ..i said "instead let’s have a drink one night at Mirista" (never happened),,,,”

 

..

later  Dasha came down & Alex left with the van and Dacha, (i think) invited me to drink with them in the evening,, which I did, his wife Sldajana and teen daughter (Iva who spoke English very well),, ... and with snacks...and i drank a few shots of Georg's homemade Sliva..

 

the next evening Michal came and I grilled and shared my drinks, beers for Michal

and my Cabernet Vino with Georg & myself...and as Michal had shopped for me (over apid & overcharged me e73, with mostly meat enough for an army) I invited the 4 ...( Georg , Dacha, Sladgana & Iva) to  share my "grill, meats pork steaks, & cevapi, with apple pasta..they all seemed happyi had Chardonnay & they brought beers with them..

 

...........so it went on, i would leave fruit on their table..then they reciprocated

and Iva , Sladja & Dacha were more familiar... we talked a lot about yugo history,

their hometown Sabac ... and I shared some of my stories and joked.. but noticed

also that Georg was becoming "Busier" promoting his apartments (he also has TWO HOUSES in Sabac!) ... and there was less contact with him.. (i put it down to his limited english) however, Iva talked to me a lot, nice kid, even on her own..

 

Got Sladja and Dacha a bit drunk the night before her birthday (Georg was almost absent , on his mobile phone) // took a photo with n.14 & her backwards 41 I gave her the football shirt as a b day present..

.......  ("Dacha & Sladja"  makes me think of Santa's reindeer or a comedy duo...) ..were friendly and I wanted to make a little drinks party (I asked Marko if at the restoran his chef could bake a cake!).. “no”. “we order it” (too late)

but I spent the evening alone with a blonde;;;;;; a bottle of Chardonnay..instead..

 

well they left the following day (and were absent during the incident)  ...when not only  the a hole & his thug-son tried to attack me whilst trespassing... George & the busybodycame on the terrace... to go between..or...?

 

Daxha & Sladja had been away that   next day after taking Iva to her friend at scouts camp in Zelenika? (HN)

.......... (they told) Iva to give me a hug, the day of the incident and that was more enough to brighten my mood... before they also left on the Tuesday, I explained to D & S  that this is my HOME ... and when the Serbiams here & next door excluded me, then the a-hole provoked me*again) he (almost) got what he deserved,, 

 

I told Georg not to take sides, but the man is more worried (typically) about local

contacts    and showed his "colours" kissing the neighbour’s back side , sharing drinks with  the almost all SERB neighbourhood...(the only person they didn’t share drinks or food with here & next door was....) ...he complained about my "defences" as I added a temporary structure to stop the A-HOLE from trespassing again,, and did not replace the "parking" items,  when Dacha drove off... (i was at caffe) ... and since became especially friendly with theother Serb tenants...

 

I spoke to him then the following day , he was polite not friendly...he "didn’t understand" what I said..of course now he doesnt WANT to understand me... he made his choice to join the RACIST SERBS to gain profit ...but his mistake is that me might have learnt & earnt more had he either stayed neutral or..."be friended the Anti-ChRiS" ...

 

registration number of cars parked in front of my place

& nexy door (both parking areas FULL) all witnesses the "incident"?)

 

:n      NI 301 RG (Rusty coloured Mazda?)

         NS 581 XU (grey Fiat)

         SA 155 UO (dark grey VW....Georg!)

         NS 486 GO (black opel)

         NS 034 BS (white hyundai...busybody racist leader)

 

.................all 5 above are Serb reg, except ; E20 0561 (BiH) Bosnian!

........next door (car parking also full, he sent cars here a couple of times!)

 

................ NI 134 JC ..(black ,,,,,)  belonging to a hole or arto ? artu / d2?

......... 

        IC 024 NB ... black volvo

        NI 146 IK  ...black Peugeot (or renault?) ... (the son, THUG ??)

        SM 071 JL  ...grey Audi..

        ZR 055 DT  ...grey opel

 

 Always the cars disrespected pedestrains zooming down the beach road, I put signs & painted “SLOW” on the road leading to the beach!

------  

Aug 007 broadcasted

 

Me> “ Flag on Terrace to send a FU message to invading RAC IST Serbs & their big cars driving fast everywhere here (without care for pedestrians or little kids, as there are no foot paths, even the local govt lies about that) with a similar sort of message Graeme Souness  did…. one of my Favs of my era when at Fenerbache with the Gala flag! ///… he had mistakes as a coach, but still talks more sense than 99% of ex players / pundits”

 

ChRiS in exile in MOnty-land!

 

*see below also for ME com contacts;

 

-----aug 06

 

on me with mew dawns log 

and in response via email from chris @  and f book...comment on dawns,,

 

“in 1995 when I "quit the system"  (we used to say "dropped out" I prefer to think it as an uplifting improvement in my life)

I have;

Voluntarily, without profit ..

formed my own NGO..supportes & initiates campaigns stil and for J4t96+1 after 32 years..

 

Initiated numourous * and  HUMOUROUS charitable ecents & Initiatives in several countries..

 

organised First REd NOSE day (100% from zero ...) in NL and MNE!

 

made 54 human rights complaints in Strasbourg court of human rights..

 

initated "medinetz" ... a free health care net for refugees (based in Freiburg)

 

formed K.i.T ... (kids in Trouble) to help...kids..in Montenegro

 

raised money for "KICK"  ( charity for kids with cancer) in Zwolle (NL) via f00ty tourney

 

organised several REd Nose day charity events (and at Dg, the first ever in Montenegro)

 

Managed  trained and educated a teenage youth football Team in Podgorica (Pg)

 

modestly sponsored t shirts for 3 junior "soccer schools" in Spuz & Pg.

 

Helped several people with small loans from the Insurance money I got from Jacquis life policy

 

(not least 1,500 e loan and about another 1000 helping Isabela in NS!)

 

rescued Gorans "Obala" pizzeria/caffe in Dg.. )2000e)

 

assisted Nemanka Ljumovic , with getting his driiving licence, forming a company for him,  the repairs to his car , meals, fuel & shoes for his little girts birthday..etc etc (about 1800e)

 

provide an interest free loan for the taxi  driver (Ranko) to build his own house..(Pg)

 

and helped Dejan Rojovic s club in Spuz with a 2000e loan to him * his family..

and recently half funded the renovation of a girls Dojo in Pg. (2000e)

&

various other individual types of assistance - mostly in MNE, without repayment..

 

I am NOT rich... i am well organised, i rarely waste, and i use my limited funds ..

however...

 

I am still prepared to help almost anyone, without any normal obligatory relationship.. from a limited budget,  also through CSing, Trust roots & Be WElcome and some f  book contacts I have HOSTED (from my own pocket)

more than 350 during the last 10 years in MNE.. 70 of these were girls or youngish women..NO one had reason to complain or feel threatened.. i simply expect (or demand)  the respect i deserve! …or you can go to hell.. or maybe you are already there if your intent is to cheat me..

 

Lead True REbEL REdS MEd1ATEAM

and several websites, numerous sociaL MEDIA GROUPS

WITH #Lbird CO-OP via REdGEMnet

&

 see www.rednet-alien.blogspot.com

 (*and associated logs & articles banned by F book, twatters, googlies & fen way shark clones

www.cser5.blogspot.com/2021/08/chrislive-still-210804.html

 

& IF  YOU have any concentration? ;

www.montv-chrislog.blogspot.com

  &  www.newsdawna.blogspot.com

ChRiS210805  for personal contact @ mewe.com/i/chrissmith1059

 

...aug 09

 

*from Cs ,,

 

         Poem for Dacha & Sladga (Ana) ;)

 

.......  "to BE or not ..is that still a questiion?

.........honesty is my suggestion

......... as the Bees are dying and W A S P s are not

......    the planet surface gets very VERY hot..

 

          as the yanks build 20 more super nukes

          4 billion ..it makes me want to puke..

          25,000 kids die every day

          but dont worry, they die so far away..

 

          so we meet in coastal paradise...

          translated from "tomato"  it has a high price

          we exchange information & stories

          and I cant tell u about the 97th victim of the fascisTORIES

 

          or about the 4 children I almost had

          because it would make us all feel sad..

          so I really did select the ones I told..

          some are quite new and others so old..

 

          I had a difficult day "in the hood"

          I really only want to make GOOD

          but the eternal conflict is here to stay

          evil v GOOD, darkness is always their way,,,

 

     .......so a big thanks for the window of sunshine

            the 3 brought to me, I dont want to whine (prefer to wine)

           (and I mean you both & Iva  ;)

            even though I enjoyed his Sliva ;)

 

        ...i think i wont get an invite to Sabac, he is a bore

           because of my no longer friendly neighbour (Georg)

           but I will , always alone , survive

           because my energy is always in "over drive"

         

...........is this a "goodbye" adios, au revoir, who knows????

           the sun will still shine, rain falls & sever wind blows

           we sing " you will never walk alone" ...at end , middle & start..

           but the most important line is "with HOPE in your heart!"

 

.......... Dacha impressed me, knowing the lyrics of " working class hero"

           Sladja made me smile with a tipsy birthday "too much vino?"

           so avoid the neggies , and whatever, find a way to laugh & again begin

           as my way of life, is clearly identified,  within John's "Imagine" ;)

           may your GOOD go with you..

           ChRiS 21 08 0(0)7 ;)

 

===========================================

aug 05 / 04... beautiful country ..like heaven filled with people from hell!  local and global.... https://cser5.blogspot.com/2021/08/chrislive-still-210804.html

& see 

Me we .... post s   (have to write like this other wise your "friendly face book fascist goons block me..  "community standards" my arse!!  

your modern world is a fascist dictatorship!!!

 

😉    with personal greetings! & to all TRUE REbEL REdS!

 

#J4t97_32yrs (no JUSTICE yet on earth!) #ChRiSliveCAMPAIGN @ mewe.com/i/chrissmith1059

Me we .... post CSers blog https://cser5.blogspot.com/2021/08/chrislive-still-210804.html

   - copy to    Michal, the idiot next door and his THUG came onto the place where I live (trespassing) and ignored my calls to get off the terrace...and thats a threat... I defended this place and I will do so against an army...  after the violations of Ivanovic (Dg) & Recevic (Pg) i will not accept any more excuses or  BS from ANYone, ANYone !!! and the world will know about the problems I have & had!

ChRiS 

and all./   I offered to help a lass suffering from Cancer ( because that’s what killed my Jacqui too!)

 

“Hello again NataliJA

Let me guess ... you have a separate offer and have decided not to come here..?

I understood your difficulties but do not accept the absence of communication.

as 2 weeks have now passed...

ChRiS”

==== she didn’t reply…

I posted ….

“ If you recall the film "Forrest GUMP"  when he is with "leutenant Dan" on the shrimping boat

...and Forrest comments " then GOD showed up"

 ...the storm..which proved beneficial as they become "shrimping millionaires"...

(the Scene where the boat is being tossed around by the storm, whilst "Leutenant Dan"

 is up top of the rigging screaming at GOD ....) ....anyway;

<yesterday>, I went to HN for the usual hiking ( up just after midnight, as I cant risk falling back to sleep ) walking from here at 03.30h ,,.. catching the first boat to HN ... I had planned to come back on the mid-day, but I waited at the jetty, there was a strong wind... the departure time came & went, so I went back to the pub & called the boat captain...who didn’t realise his Som had brought me to HN that morning"  "oh, i am not sailing again today, due to the storm....!”

 

I reacted "but I am here, ..he said "you can come back in the morning" ...he didn’t grasp my situation..

 “I have no where to sleep, and I get my provisions delivered tomorrow morning..."

He said " ok I will come " (just for me...)

So waited ...and we came back.... but....

He had navigate around the waves bigger than the light ferry boat, he changed speed & direction constantly as we ROLLED... like a cork tossed all over the place... at one time I was forced to hold on to the seat... we were almost sideways on to the sea... ( normally the crossing takes about 20 minutes , but it seemed to go on ...) i started to have that "conversation" in my head... and considered I might have to swim back to the shore, not easy In heavy clothes and would lose important documents carried in my pocket... (irreplaceable) ...

another experience...

 

(pic of Miki taxi boat)  Loro??

___next episode,,

interviews ref Round Table Intentional initiative of ChRi S co-op ;

“from local to Global”

 

included in previous chapter?  (after)

UV> Scene “UNIVERSE” looking (not down?) at ChRiS/// …

UV> “I  know you had feelings for ONE lady at least in this time at “Monty” shll we see that time…

CONVERSATION;

Begins (with notes dated for the records, if it really matters….)

the LAST Subject:  ChRiS 211101 happy CElts new Year ...to YOU too?

Date:

11/1/21, 3:59 AM

To: zuzka.kosman

“Hello Zuz,

its SEVEN years , ..I have "quit" anti--social MEd1a  ..the time wasted with hypocrites, sheeple and their fing BOOK PR_opaganda this last year or so was taking up too much time, so I am focussed on local issues whilst progressing a plan to make our own...

I was updating my old email system and read this "exchange" which meant so much to me SEVEN years ago...so I wonder ...and ask;

ARE you still that "independent" woman,  able to cut me off ... ?  or are you someone’s "woman"??

have you avoided the traps? I wish you well, i miss you , still  I am in |exile" at the adriatic coast since 6 months,,, :) Alone, but never really lonely..

sincerely

your ChRiS x”

 

CS14824Zuz.txt

From: "CS" To: "Zuzka Kosman"  A repeated warning of "Karma" and  wishing YOU a "happy ChriSmitH"

Date: 24 August 2014 13:27

! ”Sure, Zuzanna , you can run away, from ME, YOU can cut me off,  but you cannot hide from "karma" or Y-our TRUE self,

all my love, ChRiS

p.s. I had a great meeting with my guests this morning, YOU should have been here!”

“one of the BIGGEST mistakes YOU make is that you "read" quickly and often miss the NUANCE (MEANING) of my message,

so, after this morning,i go back TWO weeks....read again, and this time, UNDERSTAND, 

..........because YOU NEED IT! ..NO EXCUSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

http://now2balien.blogspot.com/2014/08/a-message-for-u-x-y-z.html

Good BE with you....          

WARNING  140814 finding a Balance between a Happy Alien ChRiSmItH and The UNusual ZuzPect

Date: 13 August 2014 13:54

WARNING to be read with LOVE, Care and a LOT of UNDERSTANDING!  :)==========================================

(NOT a POle Dancer)  <MY dark side of HUMOUR... she did not dance, is polish = therefore my "NOT a Pole Dancer" >

“I went running and considered your long email ; the MOST WONDERFUL letter I can EVER remember ,

 only the letter from Jacqui that I showed you touched my SOUL in a similar way.... <that Letter was also in my belongings STOLEN !!>

(btw) If I make spelling mistakes it may be because My SOUL is way ahead of my human Heart and mind.. :)

I AM Strong, AGAIN, and I CHALLENGE you to make YOURSELF strong enough to match me..

The first time I met U at "Berlin" (a.k.a. "BraZ-ill") and the <CSing> "boys" told me they adopted this "beauty" ..I started to question it, and within the next morning it was you who was clearly in "control"..

of TomaS , who said "nice things" but who will probably be "in the box" for the rest of his life in regret ...and Daniel, loving the thought of sex with you, like a boy , I can be him too, flirting casually and easily discarded.......... I invited YOUR return because of YOU, your project impressed me and the "instinct" said I NEEDED to know you more..  and the conviction that YOU NEED to know me..Z!”

 

“The film "Full Monty" just finished, and thats the CHALLENGE i cannot ignore, (The "fully monty" = the whole thing) and U do not YET feel or see, who i have to BE

... here now ...and how you could be .. not just with ME , but outside of ME, ...Balanced , a FreeBird, who can fly as high as ME! So, I wrote this as I would like....it to be , as IF its a conversation, and I am "responding" ( btw "ME" is also the abbreviation of MONTENEGRO!!!!)

..the UNIVERSE is my friend and my enemy, I allow this journey if I agree... but, I would have come with you to Krakow, had YOU wanted ME!!! :)

The Sting song lyrics "IF you love somebody set them free" came to mind, and then to balance that with THIS;

"Freedom is just another name for nothing left to lose" ... u wont improve yourself by protecting yourself! ...there is NO "security" (that U refer to in the 3rd email) the only "secure" way is to be "ready" for whatever , or WHOever comes IN to your life, so, I AM HERE, NOW! :)

U(Zuz); The UNusual Zuzpect....a little humour as I thought u were spelt SUS when I first met u)

U>On bended knee is no way to be free

lifting up an empty cup I ask silently

that all my destinations will accept the one that's me

so I can breathe

Circles they grow and they swallow people whole

half their lives they say goodnight to wive's they'll never know

got a mind full of questions and a teacher in my soul

so it goes

 

Don't come closer or I'll have to go

owning me like gravity are places that pull

if ever there was someone to keep me at home

it would be you

Everyone I come across in cages they bought

they think of me and my wandering

but I'm never what they thought

got my indignation but I'm pure in all my thoughts

I'm alive

Wind in my hair, I feel part of everywhere

underneath my being is a road that disappeared

late at night I hear the trees

they're singing with the dead

overhead

Leave it to me as I find a way to be consider me a satelite forever orbiting I knew all the rules but the rules did not know me guaranteed

 

CS> thats a wonderful text, similar to those I have written MYSELF, ... I understand, and I feel a little insulted if you are a bit arrogant ....(do you WANT to know MY "poems"? have a look through http://cser5.blogspot.com

 its a private log or diary of events, feelings and comments that I intended that MY CHILDREN should have , as they dont know me, and for my "soul mate" ) btw, dont think I would ever beg anything of you....

ZK> Chris, I didn’t' ignore you. I didn't.

CS> I have explained to young people (older people are often too "established") in my "creative academy courses" that COMMUNICATION is important, and IF YOU CARE, its VITAL to consider how your message , mail, sms, phone call, or words are RECEIVED, ....people "send", like a bad pass in football,

without consideration how it is received ...its IMPORTANT how its received, your lack of courage was expected (that was "ignoring me" and you know it!)

ZK> I don't know where to start and where I should leave it. It seems like they both - the beginning and the end - don't exist at all.

CS> I wrote that THIS IS "the end of the beginning" ..the rest is in y-our hands ... (**as per the story of the Village wise man and the youth gang leader) :)

ZK> You give me a hard time and I don't know how to react. I told you how terrible I am at relationships (at ANY relationship, not to mention this one with you).  I know what you want, Chris, and I'll never give it to you.

CS> I CHALLENGE you, and I WARNED YOU TOO! ... I am honest, and thats not always telling you the nice things , I RISK ALL the pain it costs me to tell you the TRUTH , about ME and about ..U ...you surely dont want me to LIE , as all the others DO, too? YOU know much of me , but you DO NOT know what I want .....BE SURE about this!! , DO you think in a few days,  as much as you have been closer than ANYONE in my life, that you know 1000s of years of ME and my experience, my SOUL, my Being, my reasons,MY journey or OUR journey? ..but you will.........

ZK> You want me to be WITH you. To SHOW my feelings in public. To TELL everyone we're together. ..You'd like to have a family and a house with ME. Little boy and a dog. Garden with playground.

CS> part true ; I NEED you to be WITH me when you are WITH me, not necessary to "broadcast" but also not to deny me, you could have dealt with situations better , I can show you how, you could show you care if i am hurt ... about the House and Dog, I think YOU are more keen on that... I laugh at Ranko, (in a friendly way) because the picture you paint is HIS, not mine, and I have NOT yet "cemented" MY base,

 BECAUSE I will be ready for all I have to be ready for,  I have "poked the bear" and maybe the biggest chapter and Challenge will come within days

...I believe in YOU standing by my side, not in the kitchen, bed or garden (but thats also places I can be too) so in this point YOU ARE SURPRISINGLY wrong,

 because I told you otherwise, I "CARED" during your Hiking because I am in a human body, and felt like a "guardian" because of particular circumstances ,  I just wish you had remembered what I told you. and WHY!  (btw I even probably preferred daughters, and maybe that didnt help my sons..)  I will take what is true, I love children, sure... they dont have to be MY "property" ...dont u get that.? NOW!

ZK> "showing you care, in communication or coming back, or meeting me (without limits)  in Krakow or Liverpool or on the moon, is what I NEED from you" You've been warned at the very first day.

CS> you need to warn yourself, because its YOU that "couldnt handle it" ... YES I want you to care..because until you find this balance, YOU are NOT the person you should BE!

ZK> So you'd said - I know; I'll take the risk. I thought - for a very short while I was absolutely sure - you understood the heart of ME.

 I thought - oh God, why I did, actually? - you're just like me. Just as INDEPENDENT, strong, decisive. That you can move on - always, no matter what.

 That you've got as MANY things to do in life as me.

ME> Yes , no regret , this is MY risk, and YOUR RISK< you are coming from a place, I am coming from a place ...> we are the same and yet Different, the ying and Yang, I always "move on" but I also know what is wrong, what is GOOD ..and will fight the universe if I know ....

what I am DRIVEN to do... by the unlimited energy in ME!

ZK> And I thought to myself - he's great. He's just the person who I WANT in my life (and I don't let a lot people in)... I was ready to give you ANY support,help, discuss with you anything you'd like to do in Montenegro OR out of this country. ..I was ready to talk to you any time you need it. I was ready to come over for Christmas and prepare the table to not let you feel lonely... And I was ready to look after you when you're sick.  And in exchange I just wanted to know how you're doing; I wanted you to write me letters or CALL ME in emergency;  I wanted you to know I'm ALWAYS there. I could fight everyone who would harm you. Protect you for the rest of my life.

CS> a..you say you "was" ..have you given up on me SO easily? ...aha......and there is your error, YOU think i would accept a "one way street"  .. CARING is not the sort of stuff Ranko wants for me, to have a woman if I am sick , or is simply "there" at dark times, at Xmas etc,.. YOU COULD be MY equal, but even you with your incredible abilities SEE me as physical weak, (aged) I am not an "emergency friend" _

 I dont want a "Friend" ... *(Billy Joel ..."HOnesty") I just want you to BELIEVE in me..get to KNOW who I really am. (*Iris - goo goo dolls)

and YOU still, whilst knowing SO much only know ..a part..! :)

ZK> I've saved the number of Ranko becouse I was scared if something SERIOUS happened to you (yes, physically), you wouldn't be able to tell me. (or you wouldn't like to). And then - of course - I knew it! - nothing is like we imagine.

CS> (well my nose is broken, but that’s not "serious" when my heart gets broken, or at least damaged!) you are wrong, EVERYTHING can BE, IF YOU BELIEVE,  .............you are scared to love me..that much....and torn between what you started to feel (you wrote "Crazy in love with you") and your "conviction" (a word I use very deliberately, because its a prison too) that you feel you must prove your independence by forcing me away, almost every message since you left Tolosi, tasted of "I’ve Gone - move on" ..WELL, my risk, my choice, OUR consequences

ZK> When I came back to Podgorica and you made this FIGHT (day when we visited Ranko's family) - you told me I left you alone in the situation. That I didn't share and didn't show off my feelings - and I knew you'd demand too much.That it's not enough for you to take what I could offer. It felt like you want me as your PROPERTY - I KNOW you didn't mean it!(!!!)  but I also understand your behavior.

CS> a Lifetimes emotions .<a day remembering losses> and my feelings for you that day.(with the risk that I lose U too, a weak moment) .... NO, you dont...its not "property"

.....DO U REALLY think those words used by Leon's mother when she told me that he was "her possession", would let me do that to YOU? -

Again this part of this wonderful letter, is wrong.. I just simply wanted U to care IF I was hurt, and you were too busy being "independent" to show show a little humanity..(a kiss on the cheek!,

then or at the train station...!!!!!) and (see other email) that was and is SELFISH..

ZK> It's never gonna be like that, Chris - I'm never gonna be YOUR women. And most probably - NOBODY's women, too. When I left you for the last time everything around YOU suddenly started to be about ME - with every your message you sent a needle straight into my heart - only things you could talk about were the things I did WRONG.

CS>NEVER is a long time...(it dont exist) .....During The 2nd visit , I "proposed" , (you "accepted"!!,but forget that you said I am the" Man of your life")

...OK, I get it,, BUT, you ARE MY woman as much as I am YOUR man, and I know you wont like this,,,,but at that time, and forever it is true,

 I dont ask for a house, dog, kids, garden to prove this, ...it is TRUE, however many things you do to hurt me, or yourself to say it is NOT, to push ME away, , that doesnt make me your property or vice verca , I CLAIM that it makes us EQUAL, it makes us partners ..SOUL MATE

ZK> I didn't want to meet your friend in Belgrade - yes, it's true.  I didn't want to and the reason was NOT the dinner with English (oh, fuck them all) but

 - I simply wasn't interested to meet a person who doesn't even have real influence on your life.  Who doesn't even KNOW you (I'm thinking about it now  - meeting couple from Novy Sad could be actually important, as you seemed to have quite strong connection to them so I could ask them about you;  I apologise I didn't). ..You know I can deal with BELGRADE (even in the night!) by myself. I don't need you to protect me - or to ask other people to do it.  I know you WANT ME to be PROTECTED (however strange it sounds) but I'd never agree on it.

CS> Thats "interesting", SO above, you propose to "care about me" ..to come in emergency , nurse, xmas, etc to be there when I need (i needed U monday!!)  BUT your "conditions" say that I cant CARE about you , when I feel you are in danger, I didn’t feel that when U went to Niksic, I didn’t AFTER you were in Kotor,  BUT I did with Bg, and I find it unusually blind for you not to realise this, (particular circumstances)  you want to PUNISH me!

...although,. YOU sent me an apology via sms , so, what is true ?  I gave my reasons, cant u accept them ,

 on the situation without choosing to make them a "crime" punishable by ignorance?

ZK> "IF you dont want anyone to see my feelings for YOU or to SHOW feelings for me publicly then that also fits that YOU dont want to meet Serbian acquaintances of mine  in case they aSK YOU ABOUT me" YES, Chris. I don't want people to ask me about you and I don't want to show my feelings //but in this case it wasn't a reason.

I don't mind other people to know I love you (or - I'd do everything for you). I just don't agree to let them know I'm YOURS (or - you're MINE) cause it's definitely not true. It's terrible lie.

CS> its also a BIG Lie to ignore me , or hurt me because I Care (how does this comment of yours" balance" with "i'd do anythign for you"?)

yeah, "anything" that YOU WANT to do, so it doesnt bother YOUR "COMFORT ZuzONE" .;) ...... do you understand WHY I CHALLENGE you, NOW?

and I wanted them in NS to help you on your way, and meet you for many reasons I shouldnt have to explain..

.(btw no one is MY "friend" ..no one has earned that..and i dare not let in anyone who cant handle it)

ZK> And - F&CK! - I'm so sorry for the day of your <deceased> son's birthday. I wanted to call you. I wanted to be with you, to help you somehow; I didn't find courage.

 I didn't know what to tell you. And - I wasn't really brave enough to hear what you could tell me. I'm so terrible sorry. Our last phone call made me feel terrible again - I felt like I'm disappointing you (AGAIN and AGAIN).

But I know sometimes your expectations are too high. I'll never be like you dream of - and I think I shouldn't feel guilty, that's the way it is and I can't help it, because I wouldn’t be MYSELF anymore.

CS> MY expectations ARE the HIGHEST , because YOU are higher , ...well, Never is a VERY long time....but, ....YOU, like ME, are on a journey,

I knew it was going to be a tough time. knowing you , even if you had closed the door, gave me "momentum" I AM STRONG again,.

 but I dont want or NEED to "defend myself" against YOU, unless U want to hurt me , do you?

ZK> It's NOT the LOVE you're dreaming about - so maybe I'm the wrong person? Maybe I'm not the one you're looking for? The feelings I've got for you are unique

- I'm completly convinced about it. But still - I won't share my life with you.  I can't start anything WITH you (projects, work for community, environment, whatever you call it).  I thought it's because of FEAR I told you about - no, I think it isn't the fear.

 Maybe I'm not even scared - maybe I simply don't NEED to. Is it wrong? Does it mean I'm not a good person?

CS> (U ask the question!!!! with "maybe" :) ..... YOU ARE the entity , the other , the opposite "match" ...., being here together was and IS the "dream".....

...... I told you, I am the luckiest boy, of the UNIVERSE, and I (we) have much to do.. I told you I UNDERSTAND you, but I sometimes dont agree ,

 I won’t flatter you, I will be romantic when U allow it :) Niagara! ..BUT, we don’t have to be "together" always to sort out this planet... I believe in SYNERGY ... but your independence is also your prison., not mine!

ZK> The love I can offer you is not romantic at all - but I would say it's the most resistant of all kinds. The most beautiful.  I imagine I can still BE there for you. Even if we don't share any activities; life; friends. I felt closer to you than to people who I meet everyday. “

CS> a Lot of words by us both... :)

ZK> ANYWAYS, Chris - I started to read your Blog. Thank you for sharing the link.

Z. “

CS>ZuZ, I BELIEVE, in all and Nothing, I Believe IN FREEDOM, with all the consequences...

 I believe in U ....and ME... and whatever will be, will BE!

your ChRIS

:) X+y = Z ........

?

p.s. ...IF I "disappear" YES you can be "emergency angel" and tell all you know (or dont) to my children,

I will give any information (for what its worth) to Ranko, <no longer in contact, BTW!>but I still dont know If I can depend on him in all situations,

 so I must prepare myself for "the fight" :) cuvaj SE ! I am so in love with you... :)  (if it s possible your letter made me love you more !,) i am NOT "sorry" :) that I took THE RISK>>”

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CS>

“someone (!) more than yourself is "selfish" and U lose the best, (I will explain in time) its ironic ...that U wrote back now with this ..AS I was taking time to reply FULLY to you’re WONDERFUL email , when my laptop FROZE (significantly) and so I watched the Film on Tv whilst waiting for my Laptop to come back on, I LOST all the stuff  (and some very accurate descriptions of this "situation" to explain to you and me) when the film, "The Full Monty" (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Full_Monty )

came on ..made me laugh at this and MYself... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nA3W36JVnRc

 a dark smile  ...because I will challenge you in the next (hopefully uninterrupted "response"

p..s do U think I didnt notice the change from "I love you, .... to "love" “

Z ........?

? ChRIS X+Y=Z

? do you think your top professors can understand this "equation" ?”

 

From: Zuzka Kosman To: ChRiS

Sent: Wednesday, August 13, 2014 10:25 AM

Re: CHRIS, it's ME

“U can "have it all" ..what U want , the independence, but U cant be only "selfish" ..because if u stay that way,  U will never know the depth of love and feelings this "human experience" brings ? Chris,

That's my point? - you CAN stay independent and stay COMPLETLY yourself - no need to compromise! - and know what real LOVE means. Independence is not selfish. It's secure, but not selfish.

 

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CS>

Zuz, I will reply ,to your other email,

much awaited and HIGHLY appreciated and you will be SURPRISED that YOU just gave me another reason (Y)

 I love you so much, yes I need "someone" I dont imagine , I know who U can be , oR NOT , you are right about many things I read in that message and I want to answer slowly and carefully,  so, I will go for a run, and BTW, I dont believe in " GOD" ..I believe in GOOD, and the answer is-IN your hands,,,

 (remember the story of the "wise man" and the young gang leader... U can "have it all" ..what U want , the independence, but U cant be only "selfish"

..because if u stay that way, U will never know the depth of love and feelings this "human experience" brings

... I am not apologizing, but maybe U will know me better ...(and U already know a lot) about my challenge,  about me and about yourself..."to be continued" ...ChRiS X+y = Z :)

----- Original Message -----

From: Zuzka Kosman To: chrismith@mypod

Sent: Wednesday, August 13, 2014 2:58 AM

Subject: Re: CHRIS, it's ME

Chris,

I think you just need someone to love - to let all these emotions out. You don't need ME. You need SOMEONE.

And however it's an honour to be this particular someone at THIS time - don't imagine me and my personality anymore, for God's sake!

You're looking for someone else. Someone different. I'm sure.

Take care, please.

Write if you need me. Anytime.

Love you.

Z.”

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"XYZ diary"...... in chrono///time//

14811=17h..a "lastfastsms" before emailing..  “I HOPE, U are ok, I am in a dark moment, despite the Sun, without Son,  its Leons Birthday and no contact, so I am holding on to your words, doing my utmost not to be "desperate"

 ......"Zu" always remember the last day at the restaurant..so nice, romantic, calm and thats how i want to remember YOU.

 Waving at the train station in Podgorica (Believe me or not, I was crying like a baby) I’ve been absolutely in love at that moment, it was really magical, never felt like that, I still am, I love you like crazy....

" BUT I will be strong ..tomorrow...take care, ChRiS................

In a sky full of people only some wany to FLY (crazy Seal) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Fc67yQsPqQ

 ]

tomorrow I will be strong...and...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bd2B6SjMh_w  again..

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in "MONA Lisa" Bob Hoskins plays George, a tough but basically goodhearted British mob flunky,

recently released from prison, where he'd served a term to cover up for his gangster boss (Michael Caine).

Still willing to be everyone's doormat, George agrees to act as chauffeur for Simone (Cathy Tyson),

 a haughty, high-priced call girl. They don't like each other at first, but George begins to fall for her and take a protective interest.

She implores him to help her find her only truly friend, a prostitute named Cathy (Kate Hardie).

 Touched by this devotion, George locates the girl, only to be chagrined to learn that Simone and Cathy are lovers.

Hoskins is used and abused by so many people in Mona Lisa that when the worm finally does turn,

you feel like cheering--even though it doesn't make him any happier.

Director Neil Jordan cowrote this study of underworld mores with David Leland.

 ~ Hal Erickson, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mona_Lisa_%28film%29

 

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140812 sms> 23h Hiy Zuz, How are things there now? after almost a week of constant contact ,

 It feels "extreme" to be cut off now, No comms from anyone either, no visitors, anyway,

Take care & Goodnight x ChRiS (p,s, and Robin Wiliams is dead!)

14813 This morning, I suppose my wish-thinking that U would care enough about my feelings to call me on Leons birthday

 or just because, were just that... we agreed MY " expectations" that you would be TRUE , and Honest with me, MEAN what you say and say what you MEAN...

 be careful about the word "mean" its has other MEANings :)

 

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 From: "ChRiS"  To: "Zuzka Kosman"

Subject: Y ChRiSmiTH v the UNusual ZuzPECT :) (a.k.a. The non Pole dancer)  Re: 14813 U are me Re: CHRIS, it's ME

Date: 13 August 2014 11:52

Independence , without the ability to care enough for someONE (!) more than yourself is "selfish"

 and U lose the best, (I will explain in time) its ironic ...that U wrote back now with this ..

AS I was taking time to reply FULLY to you,re WONDERFUL email ,  when my laptop FROZE (significantly)

 and so I watched the Film on Tv whilst waiting for my Laptop to come back on, I LOST all the stuff

(and some very accurate descriptons of this "situation" to explain to you and me)  when the film,

"The Full Monty" (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Full_Monty ) came on ..made me laugh at this and MYself...

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nA3W36JVnRc a dark smile

...because I will challenge you in the next (hopefully uninterupted) "response"

 

p..s  do U think I didnt notice the change from "I love you, .... to "love you"

Z   ........ in reply to

  From: Zuzka Kosman

  Sent: Wednesday, August 13, 2014 2:58 AM

  Subject: Re: CHRIS, it's ME

  Chris,

  I think you just need someone to love - to let all this emotions out.

  You don't need ME. You need SOMEONE.

  And however it's an honour to be this particular someone at THIS time - don't imagine me and my personality anymore, for God's sake!

  You're looking for someone else. Someone different. I'm sure.

  Take care, please.

  Write if you need me. Anytime.

  Love you.

  Z.”

 

footnote ,

C> to Universe (“UV”) 

“some time later I reflected on those mails ^ sms which, as she left Podgorica and got nearer to Krakov got weaker, she panicked, how could she explain ME to her 20 or even 30-something acquaintances, this she may deny, but that she also cancelled a flight to me when she was connecting in Eindhoven says that her albeit strong character had moments of doubt, about herself, that I still feel I could strengthen..

Mind you, It also reminds e when I was In Freiburg, having the long distance relationship with Mary/MariJa of Malta….although we were "together" quite some time , she was separated (her husband had been “away for more than 2 years. Supposedly on an oil rig” , and "wanted to live & was in love, with me" BUT,  backed out when she because sick from the stress of the extreme catholic society, & her close family who would shun her if she "married" me...

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poems see https://blockedchapters.blogspot.com/2023/09/chapter-4o6-poems-p-off-early-its-monday.html

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